Saturday, July 3, 2010
Have been leading boring lives lately.. or rather going back to my old lifestyle.. watching anime.. games.. especially work..
Well what u said made sense.. and i had alrdy known before u said it.. but i can only say its half habit and half love.. 1st r/s, don even bother talking bout it.. 2nd r/s, relised i don love her enough.. 3rd r/s, became like this.. well its not as if i cant survive alone.. just that i wanna giv her the best..
If u said she did not put in effort.. then its wrong cuz only i know.. past one year had been fun, with the brothers of hers and parents it was worth it.. now i realised how great it is to have siblings hahas.. not that i dont have but the age gap is kinda far.. she may deserve a better bf.. or thats what i can say..
To me.. i know her good points but don wanna say it.. thx for ur advices but i have alrdy trying to move on for quite a period of time.. can see that she is able to lead a happy life still without me and all that matters is that she is happy? right now what is important for u is i hope u and jz's r/s, as well as sandy and jf's r/s could last =) for fx, if u think bro is more important than stead i got nothing to say, thats my point of view of course.. u nid to be more "auto" as well.. well time to move on.. boring though that is..
As for chance.. not as if i did not ask before.. instead i also tried to woo her again.. but kinda seem to no avail.. if feeling fades that easily then i guess love doesnt exist anyway.. perhaps i might not know what love is in the first place..? well i still hope to try anyway if possible.. thx for the advice again and glad jz found a gf like u hahas =) Last 4ever~
