Friday, July 30, 2010
Shall not be the same anymore.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Stayed overnight at bros's house.. then morning went to sandy's gm's funeral.. helped with folding the 'jing zi' dunno how say.. and was there till bout 6+..
Went to find zy awhile but they going out so nvm.. after that went plaza to buy something then went home.. now doing project..
Just had a quarrel with mum for throwing my thing away without permission.. hate this family..
Love may only come once in awhile.. and that is why i encourage you to go for it.. instead of seeing u leading a meaningless life like that.. i wanna see ur smile.. the old u again..
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Wake up early in the morning go sch do project though i was late.. and also my groupmates also late =x went the have lunch with friend also hahas..
After lunch went home to prepare to go movie.. then also late so have to cab down == went with zy, her mom, baby bro, samuel, and fx. Watched 'despicable me' and was kinda funny =) then went to play water and drenched ourselves. Done with half drying up then went to eat, thx zy mom for the treat =x
Went to walk walk and chat be4 going home. A fun day =)
Friday, July 23, 2010
2day went to sch to do presentation.. was kinda bad so don wanna say much.. next would be test.. still ok..
After that afternoon took a short nap then went to zy house and have lunch later on, met up with jz and fx and played pool at timah..
Then again have dinner with zy at plaza.. then went to see sandy's gm.. but was kinda late..
Don wanna have regrets again..
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Nothing much today.. poned the morning class to do project at home.. till about 6+ went to have a haircut then eat Mac with zy and samuel.. now studying..
Stead, is merely a status to be closer with the one you love, love can also mean wanting him/her to be happy, and be there for him/her whenever he/she needs you..
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
2day's lesson taught me quite some things about relationship.. but kinda lazy post ==
After lunch with classmates then went to library.. they did work while i slept lols~ then about 2.30pm made our way to 'Dialogue in the Dark', a place where people can experience the world a blind person experiences..
Was pretty fun with games at first and then the actual tour in the dark. Then after that went to play pool.. kinda no mood to play after a few rounds.. and after doing some things then went home luh..
Nothing le bye~
Saturday, July 17, 2010
To Girl: Despite all the Bad things the other part has done.. Have ur feelings actually faded? In a relationship, there is bound to be quarrels, disagreements, or maybe sometimes irritated.. talking about breakups is not for fun, but its when a relationship cant work out.. its also true that guys tend to be more loving in the first few months (fact), but now the fact is that.. he still loves u issnt it?
To Boy: Love is love, dont love is dont, if u still have feelings for her, change for the better, know what u have done wrong and dont repeat the mistake, work hard to win her back, do not force her back to u, instead.. let her feel love from u and for u again..
Past one year had been fun, going out with gf, bros with stead, joking together.. but after one year, every1 seems to have change,can life be back to what it was..?
Kinda sick yesterday but like no one cared, oh well lols.. anyway still same boring life with additional jf and jz keep agitate me with their jf F5
Got lots of things to post but lazy.. almost every night now accompany zy go dinner.. at least got one company =)
Esther nuer moving soon i guess, so here to wish her good luck with her new environment~
Soon will be zy moving soon too i guess, well.. will miss the days =)
Maybe jz will be moving too? to the new house, dunno the other 2 lols.. sian ==
Life sucks! But i shall survive, i hope =x
Felt like i havnt changed at all to suit u.. what a failure ==
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Woke up in the morning then felt damn lazy to go sch, so pon, cuz wanted to study for FTT driving test later.. nothing much except study study study then went to have a haircut with fx's company, regretted calling him cuz he saboed me.
After that went home washed my hair then went for the test, was thinking of changing to the other course if failed but lukily passed hahas.
After which went out for some things then went to plaza slack awhile, then went home with jz, jf and fx.
2day was ok.. though abit boring..
Monday, July 5, 2010
Back to actual posting, spend the day in sch sorta fun ba, with joker friends hahas, helping each other during quiz, talking craps.
After sch went to find jz, then saw one chio bu at cck mrt dunno who then abit closer its yt LOL. Then went together to meet up with jz and fx, had lunch 'again' at the new ite. The relative keep don wan take my money == so pai seh.. but in the end took $1 better than nothing lols.
Done le then trained down to Lot 1 wanting to watch movie but nothing to watch then went mac eat. Dunno y suddenly so many chio bu's around lols. At mac got a few rascals keep shout like thier own home but lazy care, playing iphone =x
Done le then sent yt home and bused home later on, now studying for 2morow's FTT! MUST PASS THIS TIME THEN CAN DRIVE MY BUDDIES =D
I have alrdy been changing duh? it takes time and i alrdy seldom go her house? maybe cuz of the "half-habit" that i still go her house? but so what about that? i cant chat with the mom or play with the lil bros? u all have siblings and stead now, thats y i don wan so "extra" in it, u all have ur own time.
Now about spending money, so what if i spend, at least i am happy issnt it? And for ur info she did sacrifice, buying gifts for me, spending time with me, and i also promised that i can wait till she older then come my house? She keeps saying that as 'bf' and 'friend' go my house is different so what can i do? Now i alrdy used to being alone, letting her have freedom and helping her when i am free instead of doing nothing.
AND U FX STILL DARE CALL ME BROTHER NV KEEP PROMISE HOW MANY TIMES ARHHH!???
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Have been leading boring lives lately.. or rather going back to my old lifestyle.. watching anime.. games.. especially work..
Well what u said made sense.. and i had alrdy known before u said it.. but i can only say its half habit and half love.. 1st r/s, don even bother talking bout it.. 2nd r/s, relised i don love her enough.. 3rd r/s, became like this.. well its not as if i cant survive alone.. just that i wanna giv her the best..
If u said she did not put in effort.. then its wrong cuz only i know.. past one year had been fun, with the brothers of hers and parents it was worth it.. now i realised how great it is to have siblings hahas.. not that i dont have but the age gap is kinda far.. she may deserve a better bf.. or thats what i can say..
To me.. i know her good points but don wanna say it.. thx for ur advices but i have alrdy trying to move on for quite a period of time.. can see that she is able to lead a happy life still without me and all that matters is that she is happy? right now what is important for u is i hope u and jz's r/s, as well as sandy and jf's r/s could last =) for fx, if u think bro is more important than stead i got nothing to say, thats my point of view of course.. u nid to be more "auto" as well.. well time to move on.. boring though that is..
As for chance.. not as if i did not ask before.. instead i also tried to woo her again.. but kinda seem to no avail.. if feeling fades that easily then i guess love doesnt exist anyway.. perhaps i might not know what love is in the first place..? well i still hope to try anyway if possible.. thx for the advice again and glad jz found a gf like u hahas =) Last 4ever~
