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Name: Joel ~
-StaR_BlaCk-
Age: 20
B.Date: 7/1/1991
Schools: Bukit Panjang Primary, Fajar Sec, Ngee Ann Poly
Hobbies: Sports, Games and Music..
Hates: Brainless people, Show-offs, Liars, Love.. and probably more~
Likes: *Black*.. ~Peace and Quietness~.. Freedom.. Watching anime and shows.. etc.

Animes/Shows Watched:
Angel Beats
Bokura ga Ita
Crayon Shin Chan
Dgrayman
Digimon
Fairy Tail
Final Fantasy
Gakuen Makushiroku: High School of the Dead
Ghost Hunt
Initial D
K On
Kaichou Wa Maid Sama
Katekyo hitman Reborn
Kimi Ni Todoke
Mitsudomoe
One Piece
Pokemon
Setokai Yakuindomo
Shakugan no Shana
Shugo Chara
Vampire Knight
Vampire Knight Guilty
篮球火
黑糖玛奇朵
黑糖群侠傳
格斗天王
MVP 情人
海派甜心
and others...


theconnection

Jia Feng (Grey Bro)
Jia Zheng (Green Bro)
Berner (Brown Bro)
Esther (Nuer)
Eugene (DiDi)
YanTing
Joan (Mei)
Alicia (Mei)
Varlin (Mei)
Nicky (Mei)
Carine (Mei)
ZhiYing
XinYi
Jia Yun
Jasmine
Jecelyn
Cara
Teng Xiang
Clarabelle
William
Iris

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Cbox recommended.

the memories

March 2009
April 2009
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January 2010
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January 2011
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April 2011

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

2day after school went to find jf and sandy with fx and we went to CCK ITE tohave lunch, since the stall was opened by the aunt we were then able to get in, if no.. gg! then she treat us free hahas, thx! Met jz for awhile then we went off~

After that went to Causeway to watch 'Knight and Days', even though it was for project its still quite nice hahas.. after that shop around at Causeway then later Lot 1 but still cannot find the white rabbit for zy.. haiz nvm hope other places have..

Then jf sent sandy home, then i went to zy house and fx went home.. accompanied her and samuel for dinner then went to her house watch comic for awhile while she chatting with her friends.. haiz.. becoming invisible.. jk hahas

Just finished my report now slacking so.. ja!


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Dunno what to say.. just know that everyday is freaking boring.. dont know what i am living for..
im such a jerk to always blame u.. hate my life ==


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Monday, June 28, 2010

Just finished doing my work.. for now.. still got somemore lols.. then now slacking.. but then damn bored lols..

Went to BPP with zy 2day.. had fun for some reason.. met jz since he working there at kiyo then later came jf and fx.. after that help zy find her phone (so careless F3, careless of me as well to nv spot) then slack awhile and sent her home..

Sorry should have dragged u back home so u wont get scolded ==

Well back to slacking.. cheering for Brazil yays hahas..


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Posting in sch now cuz really bored == was fbing, msning, using internet all along lols, suddenly got tons of work to do, sians, then later going for haircut =x

Fu Xiang Bro: Dunno what to say bout u.. or should say cant really say since it faded.. hope ur sentence is light though, since u r just staying over a jz house can just tell me if need anything lols.

Esther Nuer: Dont be sad, u ppl are still young and there might be tons of guys in poly/ite who are suitable for u, cheer k? =)

ZhiYing: Go out more often, dont no life at home =) ask me out anytime~ reply msgs more often, study well, don be late for sch, keep ur time right, ........ LOL

Jia Zheng Bro: U r a real pal~ But think be4 acting duh.

Jia Feng Bro: Having u around is fun! =)

Raymond and Jia Le Bros: Walao keep go out bo jio! LOL

Shawn Bro: Chill out some other time~

Back to doing work then.


..::BeMine4EVER::..


Happy birthday er jie =)

Spending whole day doing work == bored, now watching how jf lost his bet to Germany hahas, ja!


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I'm happy, though it's not reality.. Understanding each other first be4 going into r/s is important..


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Friday, June 25, 2010

Leading a lifeless life...

I miss u...


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Must everything be becuz of the title "stead"? Wanted warmth yet only felt coldness.. Should have just lead a solo life.. Since love fades so easily i find no meaning in stead.. Wanting to see ur msg was tough.. One reveal of his identity and u could be happy.. Could only conclude that.. Love does not exist..


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Leave me alone.


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Friday, June 18, 2010

Happy with ur company, shagged with ur smsing, while whatever as ur smile clears all my sadness, if he is the right one then go for it, stay happy =)


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Friday, June 11, 2010

What ever i tried to do to make u happy, it seems futile.. when ever u smile, i seem to brighten up as well.. don understand why the things i do nowadays irritates u so easily.. blaming urself doesnt make things better.. it irritates u but it hurts me.. but nothing has got to do with u really.. just lead a happy life for me to see neh? =)


..::BeMine4EVER::..


What am I supposed to do..?


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Only posting abit 2day. Nothing much happened except for going out in the morning with jf for bf and slept till evening then went to eat with fx.

U people brainless or childish? Dunno excuse me is polite? Now is purposely wan find trouble? Don only dare act when in groups then later disappear, only childish people do these kind of things mind u ppl.

I will do what i can. Sorry for leaving u alone bro.


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Yesterday fx stayed overnight at my house then at night went out to eat with esther, eugene, zy, fx and later met up with other friends. Sorry zy me damn useless for making u cry. After that ok le then went to zy house watch shutter. Felt damn happy just with ur presence. At night the event don feel like saying.

Fu Xiang's brothers and friends don blame him for anything cuz i was the one who started the fire.


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Thursday, June 3, 2010

2day.. Or should I say yesterday.. Was supposed to be our 1year..though we are not stead anymore but I am still happy about the time we spent together :) was thinking about buying a gift yet was afriad u wont accept it.. Sorry for the bad memories and.. thank eu ^^


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Was happy 2day.. cuz i was able to see u.. accompany u.. Was sad as well.. cuz nothing is gonna change.. and its too tough for me to let go.. and being just a friend is even tougher.. Nothing is wrong with any of u.. cuz u all have no fault at all.. so dont worry.. i just want to be alone..

U may think that doing all these is for my own good.. but it only hurts.. knowing that i still love u..


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

All i did was to make u sad.. i really regret saying.. time wont rewind.. or else i will start anew..

Im glad that u think positively about alot of things.. although i might not know what u might be going through.. but stay happy.. i will always be there for u.. thank you for forgiving.. and sorry for causing u trouble all the time..


..::BeMine4EVER::..