Sunday, May 30, 2010
These few nights hanging out with Jz, Berner, Jf and Esther. Damn tired.. Now still got work to do but they holiday damn ==
Nvm a few weeks more to my holiday, well at least i had fun being with them, at least im not alone hahas, though keep see them love here love there makes me so hmmmmm.. o0
And now for Banana u better take care of her OR ELSE!
k bye =)
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Jiafeng here trying to post blog with Joel Iphone apps
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
No mood..
be it what i say or what i do.. ur mind is made up to never return to my side.. maybe ur fated one is out there.. and no point making u feel more miserable.. sorry and thank you.. for everything.. take care on ur journey to genting..i feel stupid..
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Woke up at 8am 2day cuz needed to do e-learning but then too tired then accidently slept till 11am == Then luckily just need to mark attendance then went out with berner.. on the way to find esther saw till zy.. afther that she went with her kor.. took some time to find esther then went to plaza accompany her eat.. Bought sushi too then went to the playground near zy house to slack.. and jz came awhile later..
Went to jz house slack for awhile with jf and sandy around then went to rollar blade.. and about 9pm accompany them go eat again.. after the dinner went to 7-11 cuz esther want buy cup noodle.. rest nothing else and went home..
Feeling very down nowadays.. just watching u go out with friends make me so no mood.. kept reminding myself that i m in no position to interrupt ur life.. so just let it be.. as long as u r happy.. take care of urself well.. don cross the road talking as its dangerous.. and i am not always there to protect u.. should i be glad or sad.. that the person's not me..Is my care and concern to u ppl irritating? If it is, i can jolly well hack care about everything from now on. If u take my seriousness for a joke, then dont talk to me. I am exhausted.. dont wanna care anything.. anymore..
Monday, May 24, 2010
Yesterday night discovered a few blue blacks, probably becuz fell down while skating o0 well its nothing important so..
Morning played fb games for awhile until afternoon berner ask me accompany him go find esther though he dont want to admit it.. went to plaza and waited berner to eat finish and esther do her art.. after that he sent esther home and i went home to do my e-learning.
Went to meet them again around 4pm then chatted.. then they accompany me to plaza to eat.. took a walk then i decided to go find zy..
Saw her there but then some events took place.. dont have the need to post here.. then all unhappy then zy follow her er zi go liao.. no choice but to follow berner and esther then went to void deck to chat.. went back at around 8pm to do e-learning again and listened to the lecturer talk talk talk...... after that then joined them at jz house.. watched those jokers fool around then around 10pm sent esther home with berner.. then now back home le..
Dont understand issit my feeling or that u r changing.. maybe its becuz of me that all these happened.. all i wanted to see is u leading a happy life.. but it doesnt seem so to me at all.. really dont know what to do.. issit better if im gone....?
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Yesterday went to 7-11 near fajar sec again to have midnight snack.. managed to eat a little and after that bought Vodka.. thought was great but didnt have much effect lols.. then went to jf house to stay.. was pretty tired so slept quite early..
Woke up in the morning sore throat.. dont know issit cuz of the alcohol.. as such didnt feel quite well for the whole day.. Afternoon went out for lunch with berner and jf.. after that walked around then went home..
Was asked by esther to go out slack but didnt feel quite well but then was still dragged by jz and berner.. Nothing to do so juz accompanied them =)
Walked there then accompanied her to eat.. then she later accompanied us cuz we went home to take roller blades.. skated for awhile under the void deck then lent her my blades.. well can only say she did quite well for a first timer o0 sat for awhile then went to the convenient shop.. both jz and esther didnt know quite well yet so have to watch over them hahas.. after buying drinks then headed back to the void deck..
Played till about 10pm++ then sent her home with berner.. now back home le just done assignment and handed up.. don think quite good though =x tired hahas.. nothing le~
It wasnt any of ur fault.. and no one have the rights to not side u.. i have stolen ur freedom.. its my fault.. sorry.. and since ur love is fading.. i cant really say much.. hope u find some1 whom ur love can sustain.. cheer up.. =)
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Went for class this morning for lesson from 9am to 1pm. Lesson was about what to do for interviews and was kinda boring. Kept trying to stay awake in class..
After that rushed back home then met Berner and went to lot 1 mrt to meet zy and the others.. waited for quite some time and they finally appeared.. dont feel like talking about what happened in mrt so skip ba.. reached pasir ris then they go smoke..
Basically we spent the whole day at escape with the free entry ticket from my mom for family fiesta.. after entering for awhile went to help samuel and the others to buy drink then got asked by other ppl to help ==.. then again don feel like talking about what happened le.. felt abit crazy when playing the car thingy though..
Zy, her kor and samuel went home first.. while i trained back with berner, esther, eugene and malcom.. then now back home le..
tired.. speechless.. sad..Esther: Forget about him.. choose another happiness.. do not compare my situation though.. =)For the whole day i seem just like an outsider.. watching u follow closely to ur kor makes me feel so uneasy.. yet i have no rights.. mood changed upon hearing berner tell me.. wanted to hold ur hand.. but u rejected me like nothing.. knew i was just a friend.. not even worth gans or family.......
Dont feel like continuing le..
Friday, May 21, 2010
Classes as usual till afternoon, took an afternoon nap then about 3pm that irritating banana keep wake me up. Accompanied jz, yanting and banana to timah pool. Played one round of billard with 2 friends of theirs and pratically those 2 trashed us.
Went to eat after that then went to play pool. Got better but didnt have much luck.. oh well. After the game went home to rest then accompanied them again to bankit cuz yanting wanted to eat. Skated there with berner lols. Didnt know yanting was very afraid of dogs, well different people have different likes and hates.
After sending her home rested at home again then went out at midnight with berner and jf to eat at 7-11 near fajar sec. After slacking for awhile then went home. And now blogging.. gtg sleep soon cuz got sch 2morow, 4hours of boringness ==.. nothing le.. bye.. =)
Speechless..
Thursday, May 20, 2010
2day's lesson was only 2 hours.. so thought so not going.. but still went cuz nothing much to do at home.. did presentation and was probably quite well..? hahas
After lesson ended followed classmates for awhile.. then went home le.. Reached home and slept till about 3-4pm.. then watched anime awhile.. not sure what are the plans for 2night.. so.. later.
during that short nap i dreamt about u.. being able to hold u so comfortably.. such that i hope i nv woke.. found out that u changed ur link.. felt kinda sad.. quite sure it was referring to me.. but didnt understand what u meant by criticize.. but dont mind what ever i say.. choose ur happiness.. sorry..
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Another boring day.. go school.. do homework.. eat.. and sleep~
To mei nicky~ dont think too much about ur bf.. he will be watching u from heaven.. watching u seek happiness.. =)
Yesterday went to take some things.. then walked with esther.. bought a breezer.. felt much better.. hahas..
Something i learnt from class 2day regarding interpersonal relationship.. my lecturer is a kind of person who likes clubbing.. while the husband prefers staying at home.. as such they quarrel often in the beginning.. but is able to settle down with one another as time goes by.. am i also able to forgive and forget..?
Also.. thx people.. for u concern.. =) Must last with ur other part people.. learn to forgive and forget..Missed those time with u.. eating.. chatting.. playing.. doing work.. hanging out.. getting pinched.. everything.. but will it ever come back..? Was like damn sad that u just went into ur house without even looking at me.. well.. Sorry for being so harsh on u.. love u..
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
what is life.. without love..
Sunday, May 16, 2010
2day nothing to do in the afternoon, then saw jz, yanting, berner and jf going to play pool, so went to joined them after taking a bath. Went to meet them at Bukit Timah Mac first then went for pool. Had fun playing with them cuz won a few rounds =x, most by luck ba, Awhile later sandy and friends came to find jf and we the rest of us played 1v1 first followed by 2v2.
After that bused home then slacked at their house awhile be4 going to north point i think, at around 5-6 plus? Ate Long John Silvers then went to arcade play awhile. Finished le then accompany yanting for bus then we bused home after that.
Tiring day so maybe going to sleep soon. bye~
Monday, May 10, 2010
Had been quite busy these few days.. and probably going to be even more? Tons of projects to do but lazy to do.. haiz.
Ray came to stay at my house last Saturday, which was 2 days ago? Then the next day wanted to do some work but ended up playing games lols. Cant blame being a slacker hahas. Finished the game silent hill in 1 day? Cuz got help of guide hahas.. then finally finished buying the equipments for maple le =)
Going to be quite busy during this week, trying to get all the things done.. so must jy!
Later~
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Nothing much happened 2day, trained maple for quite a long time.. from morning till evening.. more or less.. watched some animes.. then went out.. didnt know dear went the gm house.. then headed to jf's house.
Played psp for awhile as well as watch some gags, hahas. Owned him for many rounds : ) so was quite fun hahas..
Went to find dear late at night to slack for awhile and headed home.. now preparing for bed for sch 2morow.
Love u dear~
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Had been busy these few weeks doing projects. Days were hectic.. did i spell it correctly? Oh well.. lazy to post about what happened last few weeks so post about what started from yesterday ba..
Yesterday went to bukit panjang plaza with dear to eat and buy some things.. Bought a slipper which cost $40.. then went to the newly opened kopitiam to buy food for then family.. then went home after that.. i think?
Then 2day went to find dear in the morning.. then went out for lunch.. then went to some kind of fish farm.. then went back to her house.. Played maple for quite some time and made some mistakes when zaking and caused some trouble to a maple friend.. SORRY COMA!
After that? Dont really wan to talk about it le ba.. just pretty disppointed with somethings.. well.. cya~
