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Name: Joel ~
-StaR_BlaCk-
Age: 20
B.Date: 7/1/1991
Schools: Bukit Panjang Primary, Fajar Sec, Ngee Ann Poly
Hobbies: Sports, Games and Music..
Hates: Brainless people, Show-offs, Liars, Love.. and probably more~
Likes: *Black*.. ~Peace and Quietness~.. Freedom.. Watching anime and shows.. etc.

Animes/Shows Watched:
Angel Beats
Bokura ga Ita
Crayon Shin Chan
Dgrayman
Digimon
Fairy Tail
Final Fantasy
Gakuen Makushiroku: High School of the Dead
Ghost Hunt
Initial D
K On
Kaichou Wa Maid Sama
Katekyo hitman Reborn
Kimi Ni Todoke
Mitsudomoe
One Piece
Pokemon
Setokai Yakuindomo
Shakugan no Shana
Shugo Chara
Vampire Knight
Vampire Knight Guilty
篮球火
黑糖玛奇朵
黑糖群侠傳
格斗天王
MVP 情人
海派甜心
and others...


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Jia Feng (Grey Bro)
Jia Zheng (Green Bro)
Berner (Brown Bro)
Esther (Nuer)
Eugene (DiDi)
YanTing
Joan (Mei)
Alicia (Mei)
Varlin (Mei)
Nicky (Mei)
Carine (Mei)
ZhiYing
XinYi
Jia Yun
Jasmine
Jecelyn
Cara
Teng Xiang
Clarabelle
William
Iris

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Monday, June 29, 2009

Went to bii house on sunday.. was supposed to go west coast to ride bike or something.. but ended up not going =x

Nvm cuz spend whole day with baby.. hoped that day never ended hahas..


2day woke up 1hr earlier to revise for test.. but still ended up quite badly done ><

After that went to BPP and played arcade with ray and went to meet bii after that.. everytime i see her.. will always feel happy hahas ^^ love u bii~ then went home and audi with baby.. then now blogging hahas

Love you forever ZhiYing~


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Friday, June 26, 2009

2day went to Lot 1 with Ray's accompany to choose a couple ring ^^

Took quite awhile to look at the rings.. and after much consideration finally chose one.. juz hope that baby likes it! =x

After that went to BPP to arcade and buy some things.. went to jf and jz house to slack awhile.. then went to meet bii.. Scare me dunno say wad then run there lol!

Then after sending her home then went home to prepare to go watch movie with esther, bii and family~

Kinda funny hahas.. then went home~

Baby don worry and wait for next Thursday!! <3>



..::BeMine4EVER::..

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Woke up at 8am+ and prepared to go to baby's house~ reached there at about 9am+

Waited and waited till about 1pm+ then went in.. cuz she woke up late hahas~ piggy <3><

Went in.. dunno do wad.. then helped esther patch audi.. but cant =x

Oh well.. then she go use my lappy ==

OH! forgot to thx baby's mother help me clean laptop~ now so clean le hahas :x

Baby and Nuer played audi.. while i watched anime.. although did nthg much but felt happy with baby by my side.. wish that moment could last foreva lols ><

At around 8pm baby's mother gtg out so i also gtg.. then went home and audi with bii <3

ZhiYing bii slowly earn hearts don need chiong.. health more important! ^^

Baby Zhiying~ No matter wad thing it is.. be it things that make u sad.. worried.. helpless.. or anything else.. remember that i am always ready to be there for u.. juz share it with me k? Love u lots <3 ^^

The person who asked me to do - Zhiying baby <3
Your relationship with him or her - Stead! <3>
Your first impression on him/her - Special <3
Your most memorable moment with him/her ? - Every moment is memorable <3>
The most memorable thing you said to him/her ? - Not yet say~ waiting for the right moment =x
If him/her becomes your lover? - Already mine hehe >< <3
If him/her becomes your lover , what would you like him/her to improve on ? - I love the way she is right now ^^
If him/her becomes your enemy , what will you do ? - Emo and DIE! hahas..
If him/her becomes your enemy , what will be the reason ? - No idea~ don think will ever happen o0
The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now are - *Give her happiness*~For eternity <3
Your overall impression on her/him: - Cannot be expressed~ No one can replace her ever! ^^
The characteristic you love most about yourself: - Fun!
The characteristic you hate most about yourself: - Get bored easily~
The most ideal person you want to be is : - NO ONE! BE MYSELF! ^^
For people that care and like you, say something to them: - Thanks and there will always be me to be there 4 u! =D


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Ahh noisy in the morning.. hav to wake up due to my dog keep barking.. but ray still sleeping hahas.. then online and audi with baby <3

Played for awhile then she gtg for awhile cuz her dad need use.. then she online again ^^

Okie nthg much after she online then accompanied yingying play audi awhile.. after that went to bathe to go out hahas

After that on the way home went to see baby for awhile.. gave her some drinks then went home..
had a little misunderstanding but awhile ok le.. GOMEH NEH BII, HONTONI GOMEH <3 >< Love u LOTS!! And also finally 1100 hearts in audi and passed love party one the first try!! nice one bii for x7!! ^^ Changed to ur desired ring le hahas =)

Around 11pm went to 7-11 at plaza to eat hahas.. then went to meet bii again.. gomen neh baby! handphone going cmi liao ><

Although we hang around only for awhile.. but still happy to see her ^^ very happy HAHA! Received a gift from her hahas.. first one also xD will treasure it!! <3

Hmm.... nthg le~ bye bye ^^


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Monday, June 22, 2009

Ahh~ gomen bii hp abit sot so nv receive msg ><

2day played with bii, jf and sandy in the morning. Was fun hahas but then dunno got check or something cannot play.. oh well went to watch one piece till afternoon then went to take an afternoon nap ZZzz..

Woke up then went to plaza with jf, bernard and ray, eat KFC and then arcade, hmm nothing much le.. then went home, with ray staying overnight at my house 2day hahas..

Waiting for message from bii <3>

ja ne!


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Friday, June 19, 2009

Its been a few days since i last saw baby.. sad.. missing her.. hahas..

Have been slacking at home mapling these few days.. got more bored of it then decided to stop playing for now lols!

Havnt seen zhiying since Thursday.. but we messaged each other hahas.. then yesterday she told me to buy prepaid card for her.. juz now went to buy.. bought wrong =x then went to buy again hahas.. now can sms her again! yay! hahas!

And esther don quarrel with ur kor kor hahas.. he didnt mean it.. and he didnt complain to me ><>

Nothing much to do now.. maybe later going out or continue watching anime ><

Just one more day~ ^^

Baby.. U r 4eva loved by me too ^^



..::BeMine4EVER::..

Friday, June 12, 2009

Woke up at 5am on fri.. thought it was too early then slept till 6am.. prepared and went to meet zhiying.. reached her house at about 7.30am~

Reached the zoo at around 10am.. had fun hanging out with them ( Baby Zhiying, Esther Nuer, thier kor(William) and Teng Xiang).. especially with baby hahas~ finally get to meet her after 5 days~ missed u!

Went home after the fun and slept till about 6pm at zhiying's house.. woke up and saw her.. felt happy for some reason hahas~

Stayed at her house till about 11pm then went home.. dunno when can see her again..sadded~ ><

To Baby: Don ask about my past if possible.. cuz i only wan to be with u now ^^ gotta always remember to bring jacket liao LOLs!


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Woke up at around 9am+ 2day..

Downloaded maple patch and played with ray till 12am plus.. had fun and enjoyed msn and smsing with baby ZhiYing although whole day at home xD

To Baby ZhiYing:
Don worry cuz i will always be there for u~
Cuz u r my one and only~
My only girl and baby~
Loves ur sweetness and beauty~
Always cute and lovely~
Shines like a fairy~
Attracts me totally~
Loving u endlessly~
For im 4eva urs and truely~
And most importantly..
Never to let go of u especially~


Looking forward to friday too~ Love ya ^^


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Friday, June 5, 2009

Was out with zhiying and esther cuz esther was abit emo.. during the time was kinda fun.. some details not convinient to say hahas.. stayed till about 4am then reached home..

Woke up at about 7am+ to accompany zhiying and esther to bpp mac to have breakfast.. After breakfast then went to hang out at zhiying's house.. nothing much to do so slept for awhile.. since zhiying was sleeping in another room so i played with the puzzle cube trying to slove it hahas.. then yingying came and she so easily solved the puzzle.. lols!

At around 3.30pm zhiying went out with her family, esther went out with friends while yingying and i went home.. sad hahas..

Met jz and ppl at void deck then jf and Fu Xiang came to my house.. followed by jz.. then played gb with ray for awhile then went to take a nap ><

Nothing much happended after that except for smsing zhiying baby ^^

ja ne!


..::BeMine4EVER::..

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

No sch 2day!! and slept till about 8am+ until zhiying called me.. was kinda stunned cuz got 11 messages from her xD was also elated cuz she accepted me hahas ^^

Woke up and went to zhiying's house at about 9am+

Reached her house and she used my lappy for audi.. went to help esther with finding couple.. though i keep feeling like sleeping ><

After that esther came to zhiying's house followed by yingying.. then we went to have lunch at plaza mac.. followed by arcade.. had fun though hahas ^^

Finished with the games and back to zhiying's house.. then i sleep again hahas.. followed by zhiying.. but then keep got disturbed by esther and yingying till headache lols! After i slept awhile then esther and zhiying also went to sleep.. then yingying went home..

Slept till about 8pm+ then played gunbound with Red for awhile.. lost for one round.. and the rest won xD play with him also fun cuz he keep making me laugh by doing some funny funny things lmao!

Awhile later zhiying got pulled by her mom to another room to sleep.. then i went home hahas..

Zhiying: Don always write emo things in blog or msn and be happy ^^ suki dayo!

Esther: Slowly find audi couple ba.. muz find a longlasting one =D

Yingying: Hahas don always keep quarreling with samuel.. if not very noisy xD


..::BeMine4EVER::..